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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

the girl who does the craziest stuffs.
the girl who lives just above me.


okay. this blog is still alive :) im too lazy to update on the details of the things i did today. hah. but still, some more "important" events.


-ran 2.4km
-dont really understand implicit differentiation
-felt extra hungry today
-dropped my GC
-wenxiang is so kuku today. hah, shall not elaborate
-need to do my tutorials!


BYE!!

somewhereovertherainbow;

12:52 PM


Sunday, March 26, 2006

Your past life diagnosis:


I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Oceania around the year 1150.Your profession was that of a teacher, mathematician or geologist.


Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.


The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to learn discretion and moderation and then to teach others to do the same. Your life will be happier if you help those who lack reasoning.


http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/



im happy for now =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

4:01 AM


Monday, March 20, 2006



i logged in only to find that i have nothing to blog about.
hahahah.
goodbye all
have a nice day =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

5:24 AM


Thursday, March 16, 2006

it's so early now and yet, here i am blogging. okay, say that i have no life. i woke up so early today and suddenly felt like blogging. boo. actually i woke up early to do something, but hah. it cant be done now. so never mind!

MY BUTT, THIGHS, SHOUDLERS HURT ALOT ALOT!!!


all because of the hockey trial yesterday. hah. actually i find hockey quite fun except for the part that it can be very tiring. plus I CANT RUN fast. haha. true true. i think i will just be kicked out in the second trial cos of my slow running. ahah. hmm. if thats really the case, i will join taekwondo : ) sounds fun yet painful at the same time. i dont know. lets see when the day comes. ohh, and my beautiful wedmesday(which is today) is occupied when i actually thought of how to spend it. i wanted to slack at home for the whole day lah, but later still have to go for the hoc training. but i dont mind, cos it's is definitely better that staying at home and eating when i dont even fell hungry for it is just pure nothin-to-do hobby and putting on weight. hah. yes yes, going out under the sun is a much more realistic and better offer =)

ohh. and i cant see how i can run later, cause my whole body is aching. ACHING.


went to jialing's house and gave her a "surprise party" yesterday. hah. one thing to add, SOCKO is a lousy actress. she cant act!! she just burst out in laughter when she saw jl's face. lol. recalling that scene, it was indeed very funny. okay, then there was the birthday song, cake, find the hidden present, taking pics part. fun fun fun=) me and felicia had to leave early cause felicia still needs to discuss some stuffs with her family. was happy to receive her sms this morning saying that she accepted np's offer. im sure she will do well there. yay!


i wanna watch movies! nanny mcphee and yours, mine and ours :)
im feeling hungry now.
wonton noodles, here i come!



love me. hah!

somewhereovertherainbow;

3:08 AM


Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I wanna know
who ever told you i was letting go
of the only joy i had ever known
girl they were lying
just look around
and all the people that we used to know
have just given up they wanna let it go
but we are still trying
so you should know this love we share
was never made to die
Im glad we are on this one-way street
just you and I
just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
cos i never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and i'd swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cause i never wanna see you sad
i swear to share your joy and your pain
and i'd swear it all over again

some people say
thate everything has got its place and time
even the day must give way to the night
but im not buying
cause in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
and if you see how beautiful you are to me
you'll know im not lying
sure there will times when we wanna say
goodbye
but even if we tried
there are some things won't be denied
won't be denied


this is the first song that got me addicted to westlife. so old yet so simple and sweet:)

somewhereovertherainbow;

11:38 AM


Sunday, March 12, 2006

yesterday's PJC campfire was a total blast! i enjoyed it, really. Thanks to all those who made it a memorable and super fun night :) Songs and cheers were the best part of it, especially when we gathered all the BP people and cheered the BP cheer and wu zhong school song. We were not being anti-social or whatever you call it, we just missed wu zhong. ahaha. Anyway, Polo was the overall champion house and good for them. lol. Could see that sock was really very happy for her house cause they really out in a lot of effort. *polo is cheering now! polo is cheering now!* im not a fan of Polo, but i really like this cheer, it's just so catchy.

alright, it will be quite unfair if i dont include a cheer of OWENS.

Who is the champion
*clap* OWENS
o-ie-o-ie-o o-ie-o-ie-o
o-ie-o-ie-o ONE MORE TIME
o-ie-o-ie-o o-ie-o-ie-o
o-ie-o-ie-o ONE MORE TIME
o-ie-o-ie-o o-ie-o-ie-o
o-ie-o-ie-o OWENS!

i really like this cheer, more than the Polo cheer. ahah=)


Goto to know our ct yesterday and im in o6a04, which is also my class in MI for the first 3 months. The first thought that struck my mind was: " Whoa, a4 again." I missed aishah,my best and first pal i got to know in 06a4 in MI. Anyway, back to my CT. My ct teacher is actually miss stephanie chua, the teacher whom i thought to be strict and someone whom i can never survive with. First reaction was OH MY GOD. hah. But luckily, i can say that 06a04 is definitely a very very fun class, with all the people being so friendly and noisy, including the teacher. ohh my, i really discovered alot more about PJC.


And this little special paragraph is dedicated to my og, OG5.(even though i doubt any of them will get to see this. haha) It's always like this, i only got to know how fun my og is on the last day of orientation when everything is going to end. IT IS ALWAYS LIKE THIS!!! (cos this is also what happened in MI). But still, i really enjoyed the company of my OG mates these few days, although according to them, i always seem to disappear from their sight. ahah. Lotsa thanks to my 2 OGLs elisabeth and minghao even though i didnt get to interact with them much, but still, their efforts to bring up the OG spirit is really there. And to the rest of the people in OG5, they are really very nice people and even though we are not in the same ct, i will still miss them. haha, OG 5!!


Okay, enough of school stuffs.


Time is the best medicine, like what others say. I really cant believe im taking it so lightly now, is it just a mask to cover up everything or it it what i really feel. Feelings are not to be doubted, i once did that and now, i realise im so so so wrong. Be it a sudden gush of emotion only at that instant or be it a type of feeling that develop as time passes, it is still there, or maybe i should say, at least it was once there. I have heard enough of people saying,

"You never know if you dont try"

That answer got me going and hanging on for a while, but still, i dont want to waste time trying if i know disappointment will be the eventual outcome. But for now, the decision is already made and lets all carry on with life =)


11th march, the day we are wating for.

somewhereovertherainbow;

10:03 AM


Friday, March 10, 2006

everything started anew from the day it ended*

pioneerave. yah, so im now in pjc, seriously, i like the cheers and dances. they are just so so so fun!! but again, somehow, i miss my orientation grp in MI, orion one =) wondering how the rest are doing now, cause i keep in contact only with some. really hope that eveyone is doing fine now. and ohh yah, saw rohai and another og mate in pj toilet today, was so happy to see them! chatted with charissa in msn and she told me alot about orientation. heard that alcor and one other clan are gone, cos too few people. lol. i still miss the fun in MI.


OWENS!! the house i am in. had our wet games today and we didnt really get wet and dirty like what we expected. just plain water and flour. it was quite fun except for the part when i broke my toe nail. haha, still continued playing although the ogls say i can be excused. how can i just sit there and watch them play?! but the games really bonded our og : ) layteng's appeal is successful and she got in!! haha, it really seems like a mini bpps gathering in pj. fun fun fun! tmr is pjc roadrun, then followed by the campfire. sounds so so so FUN. ahahahahahaha.


have been getting myself occupied both mentally and physically these few days so that i wont have time to think about some things. when it's over, it's really over.

somewhereovertherainbow;

2:46 PM


Saturday, March 04, 2006

no more meeting at bukit batok mrt ctrl station/ no more "hey, i'll be late" msges/ no more "enjoy!" smses/ no more waiting for bus 77/ no more climbing up that long long staircase/ no more spotting 'spring' on the court/ no more last minute escape out of school/ no more laughing at "alcor"/ no more teasing elaine about bouncing 20/ no more "leader"/ no more "tweety tham"/ no more being intimidated by DM's gm/ no more slacking around in canteen/ no more mifen+curry+nuggets+ice milo! (our all time fav)/ no more running up that slope/ no more laughing at wendy's vainness/ no more emmeline's and shuqi's funny actions/ no more captain's ball/ no more waiting for the bell to go/ no more listening to justin's evil words!/ no more crashing lectures/ no more sercurity guard/ no more the need to avoid my home tutor/ no more looking at chari's photo album/ no more tm-ing at "waxy" and being caught/ no more SGV!/ no more LL or drama king/ no more "piak"!/ no more le fuo and dua li ah pek/ no more glutinous rice ball/ no more gossiping lessons/ no more xiao wan mian at westmall!/ no more coming with plans on how to get past the security guards/ no more of jeremy's hangman/ no more aishah's funny smses during lessons/ no more jea nor linin's philosophical talks/ no more d4!/ no more disabled mouth/ no more self-proclaimed breaks/ no more 06a4/... ...


this is going to be a long long entry. haha, joyce!! have u seen this entry, will never forget the first three months' days. like what we said, it is certainly an INTERESTING institute, yah? okay, so today is supposed to be the last day before we leave MI. haha, but we being lazy, had our self-proclaimed "last day" yesterday. yah, i know it is always so so so hard to say goodbye, but still, this day will come. it has certainly been a fruitful( not as in lessons) and fun-filled 3 months, goodbye millennia institute!


pjc, here i come! =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

8:48 AM